I am stuck in PARK.

Ya’ll know I do a lot.  I do a lot of travel.  I do a lot with my kids.  I do a lot at the school.  I do a lot for others.  I do a lot.

And then…  I do NOTHING.

I have no in-between.

I do not work in “a little bit”.   I don’t function at 50%.   I am all or nothing.

So, after a 4 week travel/ family marathon….  I am stopped.   And I mean STOPPED.

I’m trying to catch up on my real life… ( see yesterday’s post )  I really am trying.   But I am failing.  Miserably.

My kids did not step foot outside yesterday.  They may not today either.   They have been camped in front of the television, Wii, and iPad for 36 hours. {if you know me..you know I HATE that….HATE!} They have eaten their meals in the playroom.  They have not showered.

I have folded a bit of laundry.  It is still on the couch next to the piles of unfolded laundry–also on the couch.  I went to the grocery.  But mostly, I watched television and napped.  And played on Facebook.  And then napped again.

I’ve been up for an hour and a half.  I am on my second cup of coffee.  That is all I’ve done.  That’s it.  Made coffee and drank coffee.  Oh, and I peed and brushed my teeth.  That’s what I’ve done in 90 minutes.   That might be all I do for the next 90 minutes.

Usually I love lazy days…  I don’t judge myself too hard generally.   During the summer, I occasionally hang flannel sheets from all of the windows and glass doors so the house stays dark.  The boys and I wear PJs all day.  We eat on a blanket on the floor and watch movies~~~But that happens when we can relax because there is nothing to do….  Currently I have a bazillion things to do…  Like.. really really really a bazillion things to do.   But they aren’t getting done because my engine is stalled.  Or stuck in park.  Either way…it’s not moving me forward.